Hey, Read This!

you will see nsfw here. like, straight up porn. don't enter if you're under 18.

Warnings

Not As A Kink

  • severe child abuse
  • toxic masculinity trauma
  • homophobia trauma
  • parental psychological / physical abuse

Warnings

  • homicide; gore
  • reclaimed f slur
  • sibling incest
  • breeding / mpreg

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Rev is incredibly fucked up from trauma and deals with it in very unhealthy ways. he's a very edgy character who holds a lot of the traumas i do but in a different context. all i ask is that you respect that.

don't continue if this makes you uncomfortable. otherwise, feel free to proceed.

Darek Pierre Rev

cis male 28 years strictly gay demi homoromantic chaotic evil enfp choleric-sanguine

Basic Info

  • prostitute, serial killer
  • 6'4", 6'7" on heels
  • born on Dec 19th
  • married to Ren & Ridley

Mood Boards

Genres

  • punk rock, heavy metal, hard rock
  • distorted guitar; heavy metal bass
NSFW Information
  • switch, dominant
  • 9.5" dick
  • hypersexual

Preferences

Loves

  • cigarettes
  • cute, buff men
  • parties
  • controlling the situation
  • when people fear him

Hates

  • sweets
  • prudes, bigots
  • weak willed people (he likes to beat them up)
  • child predators *

* he will absolutely kill them. it's related to his trauma. this isn't some petty moral statement, but it's because he sees his father in them. this isn't for you, it's for himself. Rev doesn't give a fuck about you.

I told you how much it hurts.

And you laughed at me.

Personality

the classic charismatic jock high school bully with undiagnosed antisocial personality disorder.

life of the party, gives a great lap dance or quickie, and damn good at his job.

he's doing what he loves for once in his life. it's a great time. he's even married to his husbands.

but underneath that outgoing front, he's constantly angry with no true release. he wants everyone to hurt as badly as he did.

his promiscuous mask is just his way of pretending nothing's wrong. after all, he's free to be who he is now... but at what cost?

he loves to punch holes the walls of his room, but he'd rather it be someone's face.

the damage has already been done. he can't even admit what they did to him. he doesn't even know where to begin to heal.

he can't stop smiling, not even if he wanted to. but it's something he can do, and they can't anymore. he made sure of that when he picked all of their teeth up off the floor after he was done with them.

None of you took me seriously.

So I beat your faces in.

History

Darek grew up in a quadruplet family... or he would have, if not for the fact that their parents divorced when they were all just two. Desmond and Daniel went with their mother, Rev and Ren went with their father. despite this, they all went to the same schools together.

he spent about almost three decades of his life trying to conform to his conservative father's expectations, the latter who would attempt to beat the queerness out of him.

his father, Adrien Pierre, was ex-military. what happened to make him ex-military, you ask? well, he was discharged for "homosexual acts". how he decided to cope with this was take it out on his son in all the worst possible ways you can imagine.

his father may be a victim of bigotry, but that was no excuse to abuse his son the way he did.

Desmond

Desmond is Darek's elder brother and the eldest quadruplet of the bunch. while most people would not bother with trying to get along with Darek, Desmond did. he tried his very best to help his little brother reach out, even offering his friend group to him.

but despite this Darek was incredibly envious of Desmond. in Darek's point of view, Desmond was the perfect student. he was top of the class, was pretty, had many friends due to his kind nature.

it wasn't like Darek wasn't pretty, being Desmond's splitting image as his twin. what was he doing wrong that Desmond was doing right?

beneath Darek's charismatic front, he was filled to the brim with seething rage and jealousy. this wasn't mutual. the only thing Desmond wanted to do was help his little brother. so he kept trying.

They Laughed At Me

Darek made his first friends in middle school that he considered real friends - these people were also Desmond's friends... although, they were a bit cautious and on edge around Rev.

but despite this, they got along enough that Darek felt comfortable enough to let on about what he was going through at home. and you know what those people did?

they laughed at him.

and the next thing they knew, their faces were smashed in. it was a blur. one moment, Darek was surrounded by laughing, mocking faces, and the next thing he knew his hands were stained with their blood.

he was nearly expelled for this, having punched them so hard that they were knocked out and lost a few teeth. he wasn't sure why, but he picked them up and pocketed them as a sort of sadistic memento.

Darek still has their lost teeth today in a jar. this was the first time he began collecting them. his father wasn't even mad. he thought this made his son "manly" so he let it slide.

So They Paid With Their Teeth

this was also around the time Dexter, Darek's younger brother, had his falling out with his boyfriend. they were all seventeen. said boyfriend was another one of Desmond's friend group. it was perfect.

Dexter was the only person that Darek trusted to vent, and when Dexter heard about his troubles he saw this as a perfect opportunity and asked him if he wanted to help him with something - a revenge plot.

Dexter knew about Desmond's schedule as well as his friends' schedules. he'd been following them for months. he could provide the perfect schedule, Darek could provide the know how on vehicular sabotage and manpower for their plan.

the idea was to sabotage Desmond's car, and while Darek didn't care about Desmond's wellbeing, Dexter did because he genuinely liked Desmond. that night when they broke into Desmond's garage, they tampered with the breaks and the airbags... and Dexter made sure that driver's air bag system was the only one intact.

the car flung off a cliff when the brakes failed. the stark contrast of red blood against the white snow would have been shocking to anyone, but upon coming to, Desmond couldn't see it. it was all gray, white, and black to him.

on that night, the colors from his life faded away along with his will to live. Desmond blamed himself entirely for everything for the next ten years, wracked with survivor's guilt and thinking he was the reason why his friends were dead.

Was It Worth It?

Desmond was lifted to the hospital. there, he was put into a medically induced coma and operated on.

Darek couldn't understand. so many people visited Desmond in the hospital, sent their well wishes, gifts, and cried for him. he had so many people who loved him. why would no one do the same for Darek?

this only served to enrage him further and he stormed out of the hospital, Dexter behind him, knowing exactly why he left in such a storm... but he had no words to calm him with. nothing he said would help Darek.

The Breaking Point

Darek spent the rest of the day on a rampage - breaking everything he could get his hands on, destroying property, vandalism. anyone who got in his way would lose their teeth.

eventually, he was subdued and arrested by the lunar soldiers. it took a total of seven people tasing, wrestling, and pinning him to put him in handcuffs.

and while Darek wasn't afraid of what the cops would do to him (he would in fact thrive in prison) he was terrified of what his dad, Adrien, would do to him for this.

Adrien paid his bail. not to free him, but to give his son a piece of his mind. this resulted in Darek being beat to a pulp by him. and Darek was too afraid to fight back.

Dexter, seeing this, had enough and jumped their father to get him off of Darek. the resulting fight sparked something in Darek, the same spark several years back when he knocked out the lights from Desmond's friends.

Adrien would come to regret encouraging his son's violent behaviors when Darek joined in, no longer held back by fear as he grabbed one of his weights and smashed his father's face in until the blood in his throat stopped bubbling.

their father was dead. his teeth were scattered everywhere like shards of broken porcelain... Darek picked them up and pocketed them.

and to this day, Dexter had never seen his brother smile that large in his life.

Where Does This Leave Us?

Dexter, who heavily studied forensic science, cleaned up the scene the best he could with Darek's help.

they couldn't stay here anymore. Darek still had a trial to go to, and this would result in him being sentenced to life in prison, if not worse.

so... there was only one thing to do. they changed their names. Darek chose the name Rev, based on a sentimental whim. Dexter chose Ren, just to match with his brother.

and the next thing they did, was run. far, far away. that night, they rode away on Rev's motorcycle. the last person to ever see Darek and Dexter is now dead. no traces left behind, not even a chalk line of a body.

We'll Pick Up The Pieces Together

Rev and Ren now live a short while away from the capitol in the frozen forest in a cabin. it was the only choice they had. they couldn't be found out after what they'd did.

Rev feels no remorse for what he did to his father. why should he? his dad didn't feel a single shred of it for what he did to him. no one had. everyone who should have been there for him failed him. in his mind, he owes them nothing.

but Desmond, he was a complicated case for the two of them. it would stew for ten whole years. Rev is unable to feel remorse the same way others do, he's known this for his entire life. but over the years, he realized that Desmond was only trying to help him and this revelation made him feel like an idiot. he couldn't feel bad for what he did to the same extent that others did, but he knew for a fact that he felt bad because he looked like a moron for misdirecting his anger.

just because he couldn't feel guilt on the same level as most others can, doesn't mean he couldn't learn from his actions and learn how to navigate his social situations. a lifetime of trying to fit in and building up his social front has taught him that he has to act to fit in.

his charisma and pretty looks led him to taking up the career of a gay prostitute and eventually found a job at the local gay bar as a dancer. after all, they needed income... and Ren followed up with the same profession, just in a more introverted fashion.

it wouldn't be too long after that the two met an ex-convict by the name of Ridley and fell in love. the three shortly had their own little marriage ceremony. this is as normal of a life as they can live... and sometimes, you have to make due with what you have.

Rev still finds it hard to sleep, having regular nightmares of ghostly faces laughing at him, especially the face of his father. but being cuddled up to the muscular bodies of his husbands makes it just a little bit easier.

however, he can't help but squeeze the throats of men who remind him of his dad way harder than he should. and sometimes... it ends up in another body to hide.

Ready to pay with your teeth, bitch?

You'll find it real hard to smile without them.

Reference

I was told I was the problem my entire life. That it's me who's fucked up.

And you know what I realized? It's not me, it's you.

Trivia

Signature Color: #991111

Possible Antisocial Personality Disorder

Rev is not a "psychopath" and his neurodivergence does not inherently make him a serial killer or a problem child, the fact that everyone who should have been there for him completely failed him is.

he just doesn't care about the majority of people in his life because he lacks the empathetic connection to most people. he can put up a front that he does, but that's just a front. he's had a lifetime of practice.

he can still feel love and remorse, just not the same as others do. just because he can't, doesn't mean he's any less human or isn't capable of learning from his actions and growing as a person.

in fact, he adores Ren and Ridley to the best of his extent. he might just process love differently than they both do, and they understand and respect how he functions just as he does for them in return.

Dyslexic

Rev is dyslexic and this was often scrutinized by teachers and peers who didn't understand.

Name Origin

Rev's current name came from a sentimental token from when he was a child. he had a jumbo sized t-rex plush he tried to name "Rex" but due to his dyslexia, named it "Rev" instead.

his father tried to throw it out because it wasn't "manly" to carry a plush everywhere, but didn't account for the fact that Ren kept it and hid it from their father. Ren still has the plush today on his bed and cuddles it when Rev isn't around.

Piercings

he has spider bite piercings on the left side of his bottom lip.

Choice Of Weapon

his choice of weapon is usually his Heartbreaker (shadow chainsaw), but he'd rather be the weapon than bring one. regularly works out to keep fit, knows a bit of combat.

Insomniac

he struggles to sleep unless cuddled up to a warm body of a hunk. even then, it's still hard... in more ways than one.

Jock Bully

Rev was a stereotypical jock and frequently bullied and threatened other kids, especially Daniel. he hated Daniel for being "allowed" to express himself when Rev was literally beat for even looking at men. fortunately, they've made up now that they're adults.

Hypersexual

suffers from hypersexuality. if you reach into the drawers in his room the first thing you'd grab is a sex toy. i'm not joking.

Might Sub

if you're willing to pay him enough, he might be your little subby slut for the night.

Self Hatred

ingrained self hatred. this usually manifests in a lot of reckless behavior.

Favorite Color

blood red is his favorite color.

Always Smiling

he's ALWAYS smiling. even when he absolutely shouldn't be.

Acrophobic

if you put him on a plane, he'll pass out. he tends to freeze up when faced with heights. it was because he had an accident as a young kid. fell off a jungle gym and broke a couple bones and cried his eyes out. he now associates heights with severe pain.

Ingrained Homophobia

constantly feels like his opportunities were taken away because he's queer. he also uses "faggot" as an insult quite often despite being the gayest slut in the room.

Muscular Hypertrophy

Rev has muscle hypertrophy, which makes him develop muscle twice as much as an average person. he's quite muscular... like, beefy as hell. he has just a bit more muscle than Ren.

Ren (Twin Brother/Quadruplet)

Ren is the only person that Rev truly loves other than his husband. they've been together since birth and adore each other. maybe too much. that's why they're a married poly trio.

what Rev doesn't know though, is that Ren is a bit insidious. Ren knows Rev isn't the brightest guy in the room, he'll say and do shit sometimes to manipulate him, but never maliciously. no one's perfect.

consider it toxic if you want, but they're both troubled people. it should be expected from them. but despite this, they love each other and will do anything for the other.

Rev

Hey, Ren! How's my favorite slutty malewife doing?

Wanna sit on my lap, you whore? I'll play with your pink. Maybe if you're extra good, I'll fuck you!

But... in all seriousness. I love you. I know that doesn't mean much coming from me most of the time.

You helped me and listened to me when everyone else ignored me, even when I was being a huge fucking idiot.

You and Ridley both, actually. Thanks, for giving me a chance when no one else would.

Married

Ren

Rev...! Don't just talk to me like that, you know it gets me worked up...

But I like it, so it's okay. Hehe... You make me so wet sometimes.

I love you, Rev. I know you don't feel love the same way most people do, but I know that you do in your own way... and you mean what you say.

And well, that's more than enough for me. You're my big brother, that will never, ever change. And my husband. Hehe...

I know that... the the things I made you do weren't the best choice for either of us. But... thanks for not judging me and seeing me who for who I truly am, even when I couldn't.

Daniel (Twin Brother/Quadruplet)

Rev used to bully Daniel to shreds when they were in school. this is because Rev was never allowed to be who himself, but to him, Daniel seemingly was. lacking the empathy and never being taught to navigate his own emotions, Rev took out his abuse on Daniel.

back in the day, Rev used to insult Daniel quite frequently with slurs. he still does, just affectionately. they've made up... a little bit too hard. any by that, i mean they fucked. Daniel sort of gained a bullying kink from Rev. they're more than happy to mess around once in a while.

Rev

Ew, emo fag! It's alright, though. You're a cute emo fag.

Do you like it when I call you that? Geez, Danny. You're just as easy as you were back then.

I'll be honest, I should've taken a note from your book long ago.

You knew how to be yourself when I couldn't. Maybe that would've helped me a bit if I'd learned that shit earlier.

Don't change anything about yourself, okay? Or I'm gonna noogie you.

Friends

Daniel

Speak for yourself! I'm more glam and punk, actually.

But, actually... I kind of do like it when you call me that. Anyway.

Being yourself comes with consequences, and people will HAAATE you for it... but it's always worth it in the end.

And I'll be honest, too! It took me a while until I really learned what it was like to be true to yourself.

I'm just glad you're able to be you now, but take care of yourself, okay?

Desmond (Twin Brother/Quadruplet)

during school years, Desmond only ever wanted the best for Rev but didn't know how to help nor had the energy to. Rev, who didn't know better, thought Des had everything he wanted. in Rev's eyes, Desmond even "stole" his childhood crush. he absolutely despised him, so he tried to take that all away from him when he sabotaged Desmond's car on purpose.

and it did have fatal consequences. when Desmond got into the car accident that ruined his life, Rev saw how many people came to his aid and wished him well. why couldn't he have that? why was Desmond so perfect even after he tried to destroy him? what was he doing wrong that Des was doing right?

the reality was much more grim, however. Desmond lost everything in that accident - his friends, his vision, his will to live. Rev only saw what was on the surface and resented Des for it.

it took years, but they reconciled. Des finally got to tell Rev just how much he took away from him that night, Rev finally got to admit what he did and why he did it. they're well adults now with their own husbands. the past is the past, the damage has been done. all there is to do now is heal.

Rev

Oh, it's you. The perfect, straight A student who wasn't so straight after all. Are you expecting me to apologize?

I didn't know what you were going through. I was jealous. I thought you had everything you ever wanted, I thought your life was perfect.

But knowing the true story now doesn't make me feel as good. In fact, it makes me feel like a complete moron. Turns out we weren't so different after all.

I shouldn't have did what I did. You blamed yourself all these years for my actions, and I reveled in it. So, what I'm saying is... I'm sorry. I fucked up. You only wanted to be there for me, and I couldn't see that.

So... how about we get some lunch or something? I'm real bad at this, okay?

Friends

Desmond

Dar- I mean... Rev. I'm sorry I wasn't there for you when you needed it.

I knew you needed help, I knew you needed to be heard. I'm sorry that my friends laughed at you when you opened up. They just didn't understand.

They're dead and gone now, and I wish it were me instead of them.

I would do anything to take that pain away from you. I should have told Joshua what was going on. Maybe things would've turned out better.

You don't have to forgive them or me... but I forgive you. You didn't deserve what you went through. I promise I'll be here for you now, you don't have to heal alone.

"Tes" [Former Classmate]

Tes and Rev don't exactly get along on many aspects. quite possibly because Tes likes to push buttons, and Rev absolutely hates that. especially when they happen to know more than he does.

but despite this, Tes isn't malicious. he just wants to get Rev to realize his problems, but his method of doing so serves only to piss off Rev further.

Rev

Ugh, it's the stupid shadow twink again.

What do you want, asshole? I ain't got money for you. I know you're here to give me shit about my problems. Try telling me something I don't know.

If you're having trouble paying the rent to your office, try finding a new job that isn't fucking stalking me.

Do you, like, have hobbies? Seriously. I'll get help on my own fuckin' time.

Mild Annoyance

"Tes"

Now, now. I'm not here to start a fight or anything.

I'm just sayin', you should probably get a therapist. And by should, I mean really should.

Sébby's told me that Ren aired out his worries about you to him. We're all concerned for you, man.

When're you gonna get help?

Sébastien [Former Classmate]

Rev hates Sébastien, especially because he feels betrayed by the ex-Archbishop's actions. the latter promised to advocate for his rights, only to turn around and say anyone who practiced the shadow modus deserved death.

he genuinely thought Séb would help him, but it only made others around him more hostile just because Rev dabbled in the shadow modus. Rev already had enough of slurs being thrown at him for his sexuality, but now for the modus he practiced, too.

while Sébastien is no longer Archbishop and he's realized his errors, Rev still finds a hard time leveling with him.

Rev

Ew, it's the moon twink.

You here to prosecute me and send me to a concentration camp for doing shadow shit?

I trusted you. We all did, and you threw us under the bus because of your mommy issues.

Get out of my fucking sight, traitor. We should've killed you when we had the chance. Fuck you and your brother.

Hatred

Sébastien

I understand your anger and it's justified.

I don't believe any amount of apologies would be enough for what I did. There is nothing I can do to amend that.

That day, I was ready to lay down my life and let the mob have at me. I was willing to be torn apart for my sins. I just didn't expect to be saved from their wrath.

Regardless... even if it won't change your mind, I'm sorry.

to be written. tl;dr: everyone is clowns living at a clown sanctuary.
to be written. tl;dr: everyone is clowns living at a clown sanctuary.